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Last night I realized that I don't live life enough. Truthfully I can say that my life so revolves around work that I don't really have much time for anything else. My boss says can you work this day or I hope you don't mind I scheduled you here. What do I always say - no problem even when it is. Two weekends ago I had my children for the whole weekend with nothing to do but spend time together and what does my boss ask-if I could work, what did I say-yes no problem yet inside I was upset because I wanted the whole weekend for just the three of us. Why do I strive to do my best there when I know my home life is suffering. I miss my children. I miss my life. If only.............